New Love

So when chase was born, the love i had for him was a scary new kind of love. One i didnt quite understand, or respect yet. Now that i have had him in my life for a while ( 11 wks this sunday) I have a whole new appreciation and understanding of this love. Chase is my whole world. Without him in it, Im not sure what life would be like right now. He is here night and day, to keep me busy, frusturated, entertained, and loved. Without him in my daily routine, i dont think this deployment would have went the same way.

I cannot wait to share this one of a kind love with Zack, so that he too can experience the joy it is to be a parent. Chase is such a blessing in so many ways, i cannot begin to describe.

My family and friends will soon meet Chase when i come home to GA for a couple months, and i am so excited to share him with them. Chase brings such a joy to my heart with just one smile. I can honestly say that if nothing else happens in life, i will be content with the love of my husband, and the love of my new son. I thank God everyday for sending me such a great family. I could not have made it to where i am today with out his help. Zack alone has made me a better person, and with our new addition i feel as though he has helped us get to where we are now.

I love you Chase, and i Love and miss you so much Zack!! Cant wait til R&R where you will finally get to meet our handsome baby boy!